you ARE beautiful, and don’t let that affect you.
been sick since wednesday, still sick. The next day I can take an MC, when I don’t have an event to plan or a briefing to attend or an important practice, is next next week, I can’t afford to skip anything now.
Feeling in a very write-y mood even though Chem and Math tutorials are just waiting for me! Been trying to get back into my creative writing groove for Commonwealth essay and CAP apps (fingers crossed!).
I can’t remember when I last wrote something other than an expository essay since that ‘Home’ essay for CAP 2009…I’ve really missed crafting prose I guess (:
Love the picture of Blake Lively, Chace Crawford and Ed Westwick a couple of posts down; still remember how I reallyyyy wanted to go to Hollywood and just, yknow, have fun acting with co-stars and great directors and brilliant sets. But oh well, I’m Asian and short and ordinary and traded that dream in for journalism when fifteen made me think real (: back to my studying, although that was a cool dream!
I don’t know, I was just scrolling through everyone’s tumblrs and seeing so, so,so many emotional reblogged quotes and everything ):
& I wonder, if all the really happy normal people in school I see are really truly like that. I know everyone’s got their down moments, but on tumblr, it seems like it’s constantly emphasised how life’s forever a down moment for everyone /:
making up for lost time in a certain arena and I shouldn’t get carried away. This is JC and a term’s over- time to get back to my original goal (which I haven’t even glimpsed).
too shocked with the JC culture and seeing everyone around me finding what Rihanna did in a hopeless place HAHA. I’ve got God’s love, don’t need to search for more, and I love where I am now.
thinking too much about drak and sc and CCA. About to make one of the hardest decisions between the first and last, God please guide me (:
too naive and too sheltered, need to learn how to keep conversations going, talk less about nerdy things, and most of all not accidentally offend people (100% tact and not my usual 90% because the 10% that slips thru the cracks is something I can regret for years).
having fun too, overall. (: